Monday 7th June 2010 Start new job today, got there nice and early and really was nervous but had a great three hours so really like the job. Just need one more and I’m pretty well sorted I think. Emma’s exams are well on the way, she’s having days off in between now. Worked tonight for care home. Quite glad of the peace, it’s like living another world no one knows how bad it is at home so hey ho we’ll live. Tuesday 8th June 2010 Day two of work and still going well....
Monday 31st May 2010Monday morning again, half term. Lovely – we all can just chill except I don’t really know how to do that anymore, so think I might take up yoga. I’ll probably fall asleep in the class I’m that tired. Have decided to take up a course at college, try and re-educate myself, try and find a free course too. Relive my life today!!!! Tuesday 1st June 2010 Well, Emma’s exams are ¾ of their way through and things are tough today. It’s half t....
Monday 17th May 2010 Monday – I’m chilled and ready for whatever’s thrown at me today. Really just need to get sorted – I hope a job comes along real soon. Emma is still busy revising and I’m just picking up the pieces – her workbooks were thrown across the room today, maybe it’s not going so well today. Dave’s back today (oh wish he didn’t). Tuesday 18th May 2010 Work tonight so its housework and washing today. Dave’s girlfriend is sti....
Monday 10th May 2010 God the weekend went really quickly. I am still tired. Dave came back from his girlfriends and started having a go – good job Emma was out. Job hunting this week again, still never mind soon I’ll be stress free but no money - never mind I’ll live. Browsed through Job Centre Plus but not a lot about. Will need to sort finance this week. Tuesday 11th May 2010 Local paper out today, scanned it for jobs. It’s so difficult – try to work around the ki....
Sunday 21st February 2010 Emma’s angry this morning, I can’t get what’s wrong!! Maybe she will talk to me later. Jack is ok today, chilled and relaxed. Emma told me her dad has been asking quite a bit about me and she hates it. I’ll talk to Dave. Monday 22nd February 2010 Good day until I had to speak to Dave. I got two full barrels worth and then the tears. Dave admitted that he’s been spying on me and can’t cope with the fact that it’s over which I fou....
Sunday 7th February 2010 We all meet at the Pizza Hut. My idea to show the kids we can still be friends. It went really well – a few digs here and there but it was good so went well and we will try and do it a few times before we have a really big row and won’t ever speak again. Monday 8th February 2010 Spent the day in bed, had a sickness bug. Emma and Jack are ok today. Tuesday 9th February 2010 Good news, divorce solicitors due today. Hey ho, Jack has chicken pox and had to cancel....
Sunday 24th January 2010 Well, I’m just about to get on my emotional rollercoaster, it’s going to start when he drops Jack back so I’m preparing myself. I’m coming to terms with the fact that he’s moved on and I’m ok about it. For 30 seconds I did think “oh my God, what have I done?” but in my heart of hearts I know it’s right so I’m good. My marriage was over long ago and there is no turning back. Emma is still quiet but she’ll b....