Monday 21st June 2010 Appointment with financial advisor today. Going to see what I can afford and what I can’t. If I can manage £800 rent, surely I can afford a mortgage. Well, that’s a surprise. Told me to go to the Halifax and apply to take my mortgage over and Dave says I can keep the house so why not. Walked to Halifax, made an appointment for 1.30 today. Well let’s see. In principle they’ve said yes and just need to wait for mortgage offer in writing. My head ....
Monday 14th June 2010 Got to sell this house! I’m sick to death of cleaning. I’ve scrubbed the house every day so surely it doesn’t need cleaning everyday but need to sell it. Got Dave cleaning the windows yesterday so I just need to do the rest. I hate bloody cleaning too but house looks great, shame we’ve got to sell it. Tuesday 15th June 2010 Estate agent around today. More viewing, lady loved it but can’t sell hers at the moment so don’t really know why sh....
Monday 31st May 2010Monday morning again, half term. Lovely – we all can just chill except I don’t really know how to do that anymore, so think I might take up yoga. I’ll probably fall asleep in the class I’m that tired. Have decided to take up a course at college, try and re-educate myself, try and find a free course too. Relive my life today!!!! Tuesday 1st June 2010 Well, Emma’s exams are ¾ of their way through and things are tough today. It’s half t....
Monday 24th May 2010 Well, Monday again and it’s nearly half way through the year. I just thought if I’d moved into that rented place I’d have lived there nearly a month by now. I couldn’t afford to rent so that’s why I’ve made an appointment with the council to see what they have to say and what my chances are of getting a council house. Tuesday 25th May 2010 Meeting with council today. I’ve registered and you have to bid on a council house so we’....
Monday 10th May 2010 God the weekend went really quickly. I am still tired. Dave came back from his girlfriends and started having a go – good job Emma was out. Job hunting this week again, still never mind soon I’ll be stress free but no money - never mind I’ll live. Browsed through Job Centre Plus but not a lot about. Will need to sort finance this week. Tuesday 11th May 2010 Local paper out today, scanned it for jobs. It’s so difficult – try to work around the ki....
Monday 3rd May 2010 Monday morning and it’s been a really hard weekend. Applied for two jobs this morning hoping to sort better hours and one term time only. Cross my fingers and hope. Emma’s exams have started so she’s really stressed and grumpy - all of us have had our heads bitten off already. Good luck, hope they go well. Jack is struggling as well he’s really tired and feeling a bit in the middle. Wednesday 5th May 2010 Didn’t sleep at all well. Emma’s re....
Monday 12th April 2010 Need to get sorted today unpack packed stuff and sort things out. Emma's gone to school today for revision and help - she seems ok today. Well I'm in bed moping. I'm going to wake up tomorrow and we will have jumped from April to July and exams and yes - I'm free. Selfish I know but this is really hard and it's making me ill. Tuesday 13th April 2010 Well good morning, it's still April good job it's not Friday or I would be in trouble. Had mortgage advisor and estate agent ....
Sunday 21st February 2010 Emma’s angry this morning, I can’t get what’s wrong!! Maybe she will talk to me later. Jack is ok today, chilled and relaxed. Emma told me her dad has been asking quite a bit about me and she hates it. I’ll talk to Dave. Monday 22nd February 2010 Good day until I had to speak to Dave. I got two full barrels worth and then the tears. Dave admitted that he’s been spying on me and can’t cope with the fact that it’s over which I fou....
Sunday 7th February 2010 We all meet at the Pizza Hut. My idea to show the kids we can still be friends. It went really well – a few digs here and there but it was good so went well and we will try and do it a few times before we have a really big row and won’t ever speak again. Monday 8th February 2010 Spent the day in bed, had a sickness bug. Emma and Jack are ok today. Tuesday 9th February 2010 Good news, divorce solicitors due today. Hey ho, Jack has chicken pox and had to cancel....
Sunday 10th January 2010 Jack spent the day with his dad and Emma went out so I had the whole day to myself. Good thinking time. Divorce divorce solicitor Money House But truthfully I’m tired but happy so chilled until Jack came back. Seeing Dave today gives me a horrible feeling in my stomach, right in the pit of my stomach. Monday 11th January 2010 Work has sorted out the rotas so that’s fantastic. Spoke to the Halifax today regarding selling the house. Dave isn’t keen on sel....
Sunday 27th December 2009 Good morning Diary! Well it is a good morning, woke up feeling great. I will write a to-do list today. Divorce solicitor Estate agents Bank accounts Credit cards Cars The contents of the house Dave still here but I'm coping. Emma tearful today, she's trying to be brave and she doesn't need to - God why is this so hard?! Monday 28th December 2009 Emma's talked to her dad today, heard her crying, burst into tears myself. God this is hard! It's going to be New Year soon, s....
Sunday 20th December 2009 Mood - not good today, very tired and Christmas is just round the corner. Feeling sad today, kids have broken up from school and feeling very uneasy. Dave is being aggressive today and finding it hard. Need to sort a divorce solicitor, and house, after Christmas. Emma not really talking much, I found her crying today. Jack is ok. Monday 21st December 2009 Mood - good. Terrible night sleep, was up at least three times. Dave's moving back in on Wednesday just for Christma....