Monday 5th April 2010 Great, bank holiday and Dave's home. Must email Sharon and find out what's what, if I can suspend divorce until after June. Tensions are high in my house. Living with Dave is really hard, but Jack likes it, bless him. Emma's a bit happier today, she thinks me and her dad are trying so she's at least smiling today. Tuesday 6th April 2010 I'm going into the estate agent’s today to cancel the lease on the house and believe me I really don't want to do it. I sat outside t....
Sunday 3rd January 2010 Woke up feeling really tired, didn't sleep at all well - woke up 3 or 4 times - I'm worried about it all, money, house, kids, work, and all our future. The more tired I get the worse I feel about it all. Really worrying again, have hardly eaten today, but on a positive note the weight's dropping off! Emma goes out more than ever now, I'm worried about her. I need to seek teenage advice. Monday 4th January 2010 When is it going to end. Spent most of last night arguing with....